Feb 17, 2008
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Jo
hi jo.
i was on you tube.my husband introduced it to me. and i seen your different videos on bipolar, etc..
i was diagnosed with bipolar, manic depression, severe anxiety, OCD, and a couple other things that i can’t remember what my psychiatrist said. i was diagnosed almost 4 yrs. ago. but i have been walking around with it for a long time my psychiatrist said. my mom, when i think about it as i was a child, is the same way. but she has never been treated for it. i can remember saying i would “never end up like her” and i did. i think about suicide. but don’t have the guts because i love the lord and don’t want to go to hell. everytime i think we have finally found the right combination of meds, i am in a mania mode for a week or so and then i fall mentally. i found out at the end of march that my mom has esophageal cancer. and it is stage three. there is nothing they can do. they give her 3-6 months. i really don’t think i can live without my mom. she is there everytime i fall.i call her and she can tell in my voice i am down. when i seen your video about your dad, it broke my heart. and i think about my mom. on july 4th morning, my car was explorer was involved in a hit and run. and i realized it was my mom i usually called to lean with times like this. and now i don’t have her. she is in the hospital and is too sick to hear me. i too know what u mean about finding friends.although i do have friends, most of them do not understand my sickness. therefore, i feel like i can’t talk with them about it. i just want to say thank you for posting your videos. i finally feel like someone understands me. and is going through the same emotions that i am. thxs, friends, patty
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