I’ve almost reached my limit……..
As tough as it is to break this girl, she’s nearly broken. I have tried, in all honesty I have given my all, I put myself out there time and time again thinking maybe, JUST maybe, I’ll make some friends. Of course I am told in the real world friendships are easier, but I chose to ‘practice’ per se with online friends first, because I figure it would be easier to start a friendship online, but I keep getting rejected. That makes me want to crawl back under the covers and hide considering the fact that all my online friendships fail. I reach out only to get my hand smacked away time and time again. Online friendships should be easier to form and easier to maintain, so why is it that no one wants to be friends with me? I meet people, it starts out well, I can always FORM the friendship, its the maintenance part I seem to fail at.
Don’t get me wrong, I can take care if my end but the people on the other end don’t, and I just don’t have it in me to carry on a one sided friendship. So where does that leave me? Friendless as usual ,